It took about two weeks to hit me, but Leslie and I were at chemo the other day and had just had a talk with the doctor. It wasn't anything different than what we've already talked to him about. But it all hit me, and I had the tearful "what'd I do to deserve this?" moment. This things sucks! The answer though is that this thing is random. There's no reason. Stuff happens. But we'll deal with it and move on.