Monday, February 23, 2015

Lack of Focus

Focus.  I've been able to focus for nearly four years.  I've gotten good at thinking about work when I'm at work and not thinking about my health routine. But it really is getting more difficult. Tomorrow is chemo and I'm already thinking about how I'm going to feel the rest of the week. Weds I'll be jacked up, on fire, super productive. Thursday and Friday, I'll be tired, grumpy, not feeling right.  That's all I'm thinking about right now...how I'm going to feel.  The key with this here myeloma is balance.  Balance between thinking about today versus thinking about the near and long term future. 

1 comment:

  1. It's good to hear one as strong and determined as you are, voice thoughts we all have. It's a choice, give in or push ahead. You inspire others to continue. Following your blog has been a great help to me, so thanks Matt.

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