Tuesday, June 26, 2012
On and on and on and on and on
Well folks, we're approaching 14 months. Damn that's crazy. I'm feeling good and this week I'm wrapping up the latest cycle of chemo. Berenson on July 13 and we'll see how things look. But This shit is tiring. Alway something to think about or worry about. What's my creatinin? Blood count? Am I eating right? How long can I continue working and get a full paycheck? How can I enjoy life every day? Why can't I refinance my house? How'd I become an old man? And on and on and on and on. So much to think about. Plus while doing all this thinking, I need to keep stress at a minimum. Life is tricky enough without cancer. But add that to the mix and whew.
After I was diagnosed in 2011 with multiple myeloma, I was in and out of the hospital with fevers and/or severe anemia. I fucking HATED the ...