Monday, March 26, 2012
Not really much to report. In the middle of chemo cycle 8. Felt good ths weekend. Saw a friend, hung out and did normal stuff. Worked out saturday and sunday. Even rode the stationary bike for an hour. All good. But today is Monday and I am fricking tired. I think the chemo from last week caught up with me. And then the problem is, when I go from feeling so good to feeling so tired, I get pissed off. I am so tired of being tired. It's been almost a year now. I've been busting my ass to keep working, to take care of myself, to recover. That ass busting can get exhausting. And that's where I am at today. Tired and irritable. And lately I've been seriously craving chocolate. I love chocolate but it's not on the kidney diet. But damn it sounds good!
Some examples of Wrong: Recent text from friend: Friend: When are we hanging out? Me: 2021? Friend: Seriously, come by and hang out. ...